Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Chocolate Cow & Vanilla Cow

So, I have been kinda depressed lately. Why? I have NO idea. I'm tired, and stressed out, and pathetically lonely. Today, while doing laundry, I found a box. A box I put away over a year ago, and one that made me think.

From the beginning.
February 2007, I became friends with a boy. When I became friends with him, I did not know that he was going to become my best friend, and I also did not know that I would fall in love with him. (hopefully he doesn't get mad over this post, but this is my THERAPY. I need to share my story. ) His name is Mario Rodriguez, and he now lives in Florida. We had been together for almost 5 years when we broke up last year.
The phrase, "I would die without my true love",  is almost true. I felt like I was going to die! But I didn't, Thank the Heavens!
Anyways, it has been a year since we have broken up. And so, the anniversary of our "brokenupness", this is a thanks to him.
I want to thank you Mario, because you have saved my life countless times. You helped me see what life is worth living for. You helped me gain a strong testimony of the gospel, one that I still have today. Thanks for sharing the love of all things Disney with me. For keeping my secrets, and telling me yours. For loving me everyday of the year, even when I did not. For being there for me even though I took you for granted.
More importantly, I want to thank you for helping me realize what love is, what love feels like. You helped me realize that I am capable to love, and the next time I fall in love, I promise you I will not take it for granted. You will always be my number one best friend, and I will always love you.

P.S.
Sorry if any of these pictures embarrass you.